Its been rough around here. Mainly because our life is crazy due to the foster care system. I'm becoming increasing frustrated with the way the court system works and I find myself feeling like I'm not being heard. Like at all..EVER. I spent quite a bit of time in therapy trying to figure out how to get my voice heard and now I'm in a system where NO ONE has to listen.
I'm tired. I'm not sleeping well. I feel lonely. And even though I just want to crawl up in a ball I have to pull it together and be the Mom. I'm thinking about calling my therapist but she's the Volunteer of the Year at my kid's school. seriously she has a parking space and everything.I know that she would keep everything confidential but I'm just not sure how I feel about running into her outside the office. Then agian the thought of explaining everything to someone new seems worse.
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